Change in the Air

I feel a weight on my shoulders and I sense change in the air. I do not know what to make of it. It seems as though friends from my past are coming into my life again, while at the same time my current friends are leaving my life. So goes life I suppose. Every changing and evolving. Friends come and go. Knowing this does not make it easier to accept or to move on. It is especially harder when the friends leaving your life are ones that you very much care for and have come to rely on for support of one kind or another. I hope of course that they find in life that which they are seeking and find happiness and fullfilment in their life. Maybe one day the waves of change will bring our paths together again in the future. I hope that is true. Hope is one thing that cannot and should not ever be lost. Without hope there is nothing to reach to or to work towards.

I have grown so much over the last year. I have grown to better understand myself and to understand others in a broader sense of behavior and human nature. I am moving towards a new phase of my life. It is scary. It appears that for the most part I will face this new phase on my own. I am not sure of what is to come. All I know is that I will stand and face it with a self confidence I have not had before. It has been a long road getting from there to here. I have faith of the heart.